Heroes

I am watching Heroes the american sitcom . It features many human with super power. Interestingly i dream about them and seems to think that i am amongst them. I dream that they are my friends. but why would i be so engrossed?

Is it that i feel like i needed the powers?

Or just a call to do a change for my life. needing some stimulant to perk up whatever that is left of me now. So non-chalant. So couldnt be bothered.

I enjoy it. the show i mean. Rotting at home with the seemingly interesting things i feed myself.

Sit com DVDs. Shower me with automating my life. Cruise thru and die.

Whats next ? Reborn ?

For this fact that i am curious, i am starting to not fear death.