Today i am on MC

Today i am on MC. The doctor checked my throat in 30 seconds and chatted with me for 30 mins.

He gave me 2 days MC. I am so happy. Because i dun have to work for 2 days.

I like the way the doctor chatted with me abt what he was interested in. EVen though me and my wife always laugh at him because he is like an ah beng doctor but i do appreciate his way of doctoring. It is just alternative and its what i like. He is who he is . Unlike another other doctor.

Well anyway i am enjoying my MC because i think i have enuff of my job for the moment. too tired to want to do it and really too tired to do anything. I need rest.

And rest from the functioning. maybe i need to die to see what it is like on the other side so i can decide whether i should waste my life now away and faster get to the other side.

hate trivial things. my work is all about trivial things. but then trivial things pays. so it is like that. better say here than not saying it anywhere.

yes.. i have one more day to rest.

I got poached

So i am at that stage of my life where i am a hot cake.

3 years ago used to be begging for jobs. Now its the other way round.

Enjoy the moment when it last.

few years later i may not be hot any more.

I banks are begging me now and i have to consider which to take. A different kind of thought.

Oh well.. so i am going to slap the offer letters on my boss face and see if she can come up with something better

Or maybe just frame them up like a tibetian thangka so i can continue to worship my glorious self.

i may have to do that to be childish again. because i do for the fun of it.

The moment when you are in control you have to be in control

no more nonesense. But life goes on.

The surprising package

Maybe it is just me. I make good friends well.

These are my good friends because of an open heart.

I brought them into my heart

And i hope the same is true too.

Friendship so cool to be

Vinay , Prady, Abhijeet ...

LCD

Its trivial to put this up because its material

but again to many it is not trvial because its what they dream to own

I dreamt to own one of these

i went to best denki till the sale man ignore and scoff at me

i went to harvey till the sale man walked pass me on purpose to block me from viewing the TVs

But i bought mine at a PC fair

its trivial

the materialis trivial because i could have used my CRT TV

But i bought it to cover my desire

its not working because another will come by

its never ending and its sad that i m somehow in it

40 inch TV so .... now 46 inch ?

so what ? now a blue ray player ?

So what ? now a good pair of speakers?

Frankly speaking i may not care now but i will care soon

materialy bounded there is no freedom just a sad choice of models