But just how ?

I bought an Ipod touch right ? Thats was 3 days ago. I have not open the box. Didnt have the time to or the excitement to .

I dare not open perhaps. But just why ?

Really too burnt out by my busy schedule ? or just do not want to spoil opening the Ipod Box.

Its just the nice balance state that i want it. Its there. I own it for sure but not yet own it .. its delicate tip balance. Its the delicate balance that is making this moment so enjoyable and perhaps more forward looking than just open it and find myself nothing to look forward to.

I think thats the gist after dissecting it to the core. The naked truth about "anticipation"

Anti ... Participation .... maybe once i open the box i will no longer feel part of the process. sort of like ending the process of chasing this beautiful object.

its just a gadget .... but the me in me just want to use it to play with my mind.. stroking it ... leaving it enuff hope to look forward .. to re-explore.. re-feel the feelings a human is willing to go thru .

Do you understand this entry ?

its perhaps like the first day you use ur new handphone. its something like that . but i am just brining it to the next level . enjoying the torture of my own mind by my own self.

ipod TOUCH.