Finding Happiness

Is happiness something to be found ? Is putting a verb ' searching' even appropriate ? Happiness. What is it ?

We are perhaps too much controlled by the society in our expectations of what is happiness. The society defines its happiness which is imposed on us that may not even be true to ourselves.

Such definition pulls us towards an influence choice of what we want happiness to be.

So how are we suppose to know what true happiness is.

I have experience some true happiness before. Like landing myself in the United States for the first time. The moment I landed I felt free. I felt that i am myself. Perhaps back then i was able to leave everything behind me and enjoy a period of time that i have to myself in my own control.

I feel happy when I think about having someone I can live with and be comfortable with because i know I genuinely have that someone with me.

The older I get the most inhibitions i have on myself towards feeling happiness. More layers placed over me. I wish that I will not have to deal with it.

I love my wife because there is true happiness with her which I know will be irreplaceable for me.