The danger zone

So what if you have a good job and everything seems to be alright on the surface. It may not be the happiness that you have been wanting. It is so true.

At any point in our lives it seems that we are chasing or dreaming for something more and different. So greed is the thing. Greed spoils happiness.

I remember when i was signing the job in my previous fund company i was really happy because i thought this is my break ! the break that will transform me into the butterfly i dreamt to be. But I figured later it is not the happiness i wanted.

Happiness seems short .. it happens between changes for me. Like a change of job. A change of luck. A change of liking.

Especially when it comes to my job.. i think very much of me wants to be good and better but when it comes to getting used to the job i feel low because greed has comed in to take over what was seen as my dream job and inject unsatisfactory juice into my brain.

Well perhaps my life has gone into another stage slowly... it is the independent stage. The stage where everyone starts to see u as an adult and expects u to be an adult.

not getting used to being an adult yet. but i think meaning of life is defined by myself.

For now i am still going thru the motion. I want to spend more meaningful time with my loved ones. So it makes the rest more bearable. I wish myself well and i hope somehow i feel the goodness of my life now and for a long long time to be.